Will you please quit hurting me? :'(
I'd rather ask you to just please love me, but at this point, that's clearly a stretch.
You took what I wanted to be my greatest source of happiness and turned it into my own personal emotional hell. You created something beautiful that brought both of us untold happiness and then slowly and methodically destroyed it before my very eyes. So on top of all of that, why must you keep causing me additional pain?
If your relationship with Patrick is the source of relational bliss that you claim it to be, then the two of you should use Friday nights to enjoy some quality time taking advantage of the myriad of other things to do in St. Louis.... together.
And if you're willing to hurt me for the sake of Patrick's undeserving and unworthy ass, then please also be willing to look at yourself and recognize what you've allowed Patrick to cause you to become.
I don't expect a response to this message, nor do I want one.